Anger Management 101

So obssessed with how I look it's disgusting.
But I can't help it.
Why? because I've allowed the media to tell me what is beautiful and what is not.
I dont' know what is beautiful anymore.
What is the perfect body?

What is beautiful?
Is beauty only skin deep?
Should Beauty not be from the heart? the personality of the person? Why do looks even matter? Why am I so obsessed with my appearances?

Why can't I get over it?
I'm so self absorbed it's disgusting.
I want to be happy with myself. But I can't. I don't think I'll ever will.

Lost
Wanderer
Aimless
LOST

dazed
trying to snap out of it.
but i can't.

I'm lost.